Faith Just What It Says....
by Holliday
Rating: PG
Disclaimer: Joss Whedon, Mariah Carey, Sunni Holliday.
They never notice the obvious. I realized this early on in life, don't let the endearing name fool you. I wasn't always like this there was a time when I was kind and innocent. I guess as I grew up something's changed.
I'm not like her, Buffy know we're slayers or at least we were called to be slayers. Buffy's scared inside fragile even for all of her strengths she just wants to be normal.
Part of me use to love being superior, still does but I'm not made hungry about the calling. The whole sacred duty is what the Council jerks use to tell us, so we'd be good little slayers. Well fuck this, I hated them for what they did to me.
I hated her too, but my hate for her came eventually well a lot later. When I say hate it wasn't a I want to gauge out her eye-balls type petty female shit. Hell no I'm a lot deeper and smarter than anyone gives me credit for.
I hate her because of the love. Not the love of her, but for them. See what they didn't tell you is the Council isn't a breeding ground for Watchers to train us and teach us, they're liars who abuse us.
We're special so they told us, yeah they fed her the same crap she sometimes tries to tell me. I never listened anyway, but I'm getting away from the point.
The Watchers well I never really had one, cause like I said I was smart. She did and hers well for what it's worth I guess Giles was an alright guy for what he was paid to do.
Which was to keep Buffy above everything else alive and well. So he did, but he betrayed her trust and took something from her. They did the same to me too, but it was more of the council then someone I trusted.
Yup they screwed us over, stole that precious little jewel that makes biology so much fun. I'm talking the virginty oh no both of us have those intact which is fucking ridiculous considering Buffy's older and she never....
I mean I am just paranoid so you know besides I realized what the hell did I want to have sex with I'd probably kill a human if I ever let go enough to actually enjoy myself.
Which is why I hate her cause she would never not after, what they did and personally I think I should be the preverbial virgin tempetress cause for all my badness I'm still the most wholesome.
Anyway our total lack of sex lives is null and void considering what those shits did to both of us, somewhere between my childhood doctors appointments and her routine physicals.
They began funneling our DNA apparently something special happens when you take one slayer's eggs and my blood and mix the two together can you guess... Well if you watched your Jurrasic Park and realized about the frog. Then you'd know you'd get instant dinosaurs.
Well in this case Slayers. So the bastards who she trusted began cooking up kids our kids mine and hers. Which hurts because someone else is raising my children someone else is teaching them things, someone else is reading them stories and giving them baths and taking them to the parks. Being their mother because I was born different.
So yeah I went and hooked up with the bad guy. What the fuck else could I do... The good guys where trying to be just as devious. And I was falling for her from the moment we met I felt the pull of wanting to be with her, and I woulda proably loved her above everything else.
Yet she sided with them and denied it. She wouldn't even tell me they were alive, they always trusted her more than me anyway. So part of me hates her and part of me loves her because of them. I mean sure this happens every day... Well not the having genetical engineered off-spring part, but loving and hating the woman who gave life to your children.
Funny thing about the Council the idiots didn't read the manual or maybe the slayer who I thought wasn't so smart, did learn a thing or two from me. The bond she and I shared transended both of us, meaning I sense them. She may be able to on some level, but I've been hearing them lately and they're not happy so what is a mother to do...