A Look at the Past
by Baby Tears
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: Joss owns the characters I’m just
borrowing them and having some fun for a while but I
will put them back how I found them when I’m done. So
please don’t sue me.
Spoilers: Kendra never happened but this does take
place after Buffy died the first time. After
everything with the mayor except Faith hasn’t killed
anyone in Sunnydale.
Note: This is my first try at writing a fic so please
be gentle.
Note 2: This is kind of a slow start but it gets
better I promise.
Dedication: I’m gonna dedicate this whole fic to
Faithful_chickie even though I said I was just going
to do a part or two. You know why.
Feedback: Yes, please. Whether it’s good, bad, or
ugly. Also I have more parts if anyone wants to read them just
tell me to post them.
Faith was sitting in her old studio apartment that the mayor had given her. She was remembering back to when Buffy first came into her life. She was like a whirlwind that had swept her off her feet.
Faith was sitting in the library with the last slayer’s watcher. She assumed the girl was dead because if she hadn’t died then why was Faith called? She was getting restless. She had been sitting there for hours or at least that what it seemed like even though it had only been one. What was this guy’s name? Giles, or something like that she thought. He could tell she was getting restless and she knew it and that was making her pissed. She had to do something before she went crazy. She decided she would go check out the weaponry over the years but as soon as she stood up Buffy came into the library. She had met her the night before and they exchanged names but that was all they had said to each other. Faith felt as if she had been knocked back into her seat. She couldn’t get her limbs to cooperate so she couldn’t stand back up. This girl; This woman she was staring at that she couldn’t take her eyes off of was the most gorgeous, beautiful person she had ever seen. She had to talk to her but her voice didn’t seem to want to cooperate either. Then all of a sudden, “WOW!!!!” Faith felt like such an idiot. ‘WOW?’ ‘That was intelligent Faith now she thinks you’re a freak.’ Buffy just stood there looking at her “What?”
“Huh… Me… Nothing?” Faith made a total fool of herself once again. She had to do something she just didn’t know what yet.
Buffy just looked at her with curiosity. “Can I talk to you for a sec?” Faith just stared and blinked repeatedly. Finally her started working again, “Sure. Wanna go?” She asked confused. “Yeah. Ummm… The Bronze?”
“Yeah, okay just let me grab my jacket.” Still confused Faith went with Buffy leaving Giles staring and shaking his head in disbelief that they had actually had a somewhat civil conversation.
On the way to the Bronze Buffy and Faith were walking slowly then Buffy broke the silence, “So, what was that all about back in the library?” She asked as casually as she could. Faith didn’t think she could pull off a lie with Buffy this close to her so opted for the truth. “You.” She said simply.
“ME?!” Buffy stopped walking and just stared. Faith stopped and turned around and continued talking. “Yeah, you. Don’t stake me or anything, but you can’t tell me that you haven’t noticed how hot you are. I can’t take my eyes off you when you’re around.” Faith cringed waiting for Buffy to take a swing at her head, but when nothing happened she looked over at Buffy to find her staring at her. “Are you for real?” Buffy asked in shock. She couldn’t believe it, this girl that had stormed into her life, and had taken her breathe away as soon as she had seen her was telling her that she was feeling the same way Buffy was. “Yeah,” Faith answered, “You can’t tell me you haven’t noticed that I don’t look at anything else but you. Except for when I’m slaying and walking for obvious reasons.”
“Yeah, I have noticed but I just thought it was my imagination. This is crazy. You’re telling me everything that I’ve been feeling towards you, you’ve been feeling towards me.”
“What?!” It was Faith’s turn to be confused now. Then all of her confusion was cleared up within a matter of seconds when she felt Buffy’s lips on hers. After a few seconds Faith started kissing Buffy back. She wrapped her arms around the blonde’s waist and Buffy wrapped her arms around Faith’s neck and ran her fingers through the raven hair. This felt so right for both of them but they both pulled apart with a lot of reluctance and started walking again, then Buffy grabbed Faith’s hand and they smiled at each other then made their way to the Bronze.
To both of their displeasure they found the gang there waiting for them. Faith really didn’t care because she was so happy that she had come clean with Buffy. They went over and sat on a couch. Buffy curled up on Faith’s side and Faith wrapped an arm around Buffy, then their other hands came together in front of them intertwining their fingers together.
Faith could feel that Buffy was tense so she hugged her and pulled her closer. She kissed the top of her head and was running a comforting hand through Buffy’s silky blonde hair.
Buffy knew that the gang was staring at them but she was so comfortable and Faith was so reassuring that she didn’t care. Finally she spoke up, “Hey guys. This is all kinda weird and new for us also, and we would both love it if we had all of your support. We’re gonna go dance and when we come back and all of you have thought about it we’ll talk.”
Buffy and Faith got up and went and danced for a couple hours what with their slayer stamina and all. When they came back the whole group was all smiles. Xander spoke first after Buffy and Faith situated themselves as before. “We all talked and we all say go for it.” Willow spoke next, “Yeah, and we’ll be here no matter what happens.” Oz and Cordelia just smiled at them.
Buffy let out the breath that she didn’t realize she had been holding and looked up at Faith smiling. Faith rewarded that smile with one of her own and then she leaned down and kissed the blonde passionately. They broke after a few seconds, looked at the gang, and said in unison, “We, got to go.” The scoobs just looked at them with understanding eyes.
When they got outside Buffy felt the happiest she had ever felt before. Not only did she have Faith but they but they both had the support of the scoobs no matter what. She stopped suddenly and leaned back against a building. Faith turned and looked Buffy up and down a few times with Buffy doing the same to her.
Faith just smiled when she finally caught Buffy’s eye she walked up next to Buffy and leaned against the building also. Faith slid an arm around Buffy’s waist and pulled her in front of her. Buffy leaned forward and kissed Faith with the most love and passion Faith had ever experienced. She was so overwhelmed she was almost knocked off her feet.
The hand she had around Buffy’s waist slid down to her ass as the other wandered up to the full, luscious breast and started massaging the nipple through her shirt. Buffy’s breath caught in her throat as pleasure wash over her. She shifted her hips ever so slightly to grant more access in both areas.
That’s all the encouragement Faith needed in one quick motion she flipped their positions so now Buffy was up against the wall. She broke the kiss and looked Buffy straight in the eye as if she were asking for silent permission. The look of pure lust and desire that was clearly on Buffy’s face gave her the answer she was hoping for.
Faith leaned forward and captured Buffy’s already kiss swollen lips with her own but this were a slow lingering kiss. All the passion was still there but with less of the primal force that was there before. Faith broke the kiss again but this time she didn’t lose any contact with the object of her desire. She started kissing her way up Buffy’s right jaw line up to her ear lobe and stopped there for a few seconds to nibble and suck the tender lobe then she continued to the sensitive skin just behind Buffy’s ear and gave that the same attention. She then kissed her way back to Buffy’s partially parted lips to steal just a quick teasing kiss.
Then her lips were gone from Buffy’s and she was showing the left side the same attention she had just given the right. This time when she was done she started down Buffy’s neck until she found the pulse point were she stopped to nip and suck at the tender flesh. After a couple seconds she continued her trek downward to the V of Buffy’s top just above the valley between her breasts.
When she got to this point she worked her way back up the other side of Buffy’s neck careful to miss the marred skin where Buffy had been bitten before. This time when she reached Buffy’s lips she stopped and stepped back.
When Buffy felt the loss of contact she whimpered momentarily then opened her eyes. What she was faced with she wasn’t prepared for. There was Faith staring at her with the ‘Deer Caught in Headlights’ look. This confused Buffy to no end.
She looked at Faith quizzically but Faith just turned away from her as if she couldn’t stand to face Buffy for some reason.
Buffy stepped forward and slid her arms around the raven-haired slayer hugging her from behind. When she did this she was surprised to find Faith shaking but she was also relieved when Faith leaned back into her embrace. Buffy decided the best thing she could do in this situation would be to keep quiet and wait for Faith to work out whatever she was feeling on her own. She didn’t have to wait long.
Faith finally turned around in the circle of Buffy’s arms to look into Buffy’s concern filled green eyes. She closed hers and took a deep shuddering breath, hung her head and said in the smallest voice Buffy had ever heard her speak in before, “Can we go find somewhere private to talk where vamps won’t attack us? There are some things I think we need to talk about.”
Warning: Child abuse and rape in this part. If you have any objections to this then I suggest not reading it. All the rest of you read at your own risk.
Buffy was still slightly confused but she had a pretty good idea what Faith wanted to talk about. So she thought for a moment and finally came up with somewhere. “Sure, Ummm… My mom’s out of town for a week and she just left this morning we could go there if you want to. Plus there won’t be any neighbors as close there as at your motel room.” Faith just shook her head. Buffy gave Faith a reassuring smile and grabbed her hand and they started walking toward Buffy’s house.
When they reached Buffy’s house and got inside Buffy motioned toward the living room and asked, “Would you like something to drink?” Faith just shook her head and Buffy just shrugged, “OK.”
Buffy sat at one end of the couch and got comfortable but Faith just stood in the entryway. When Buffy noticed she smiled at Faith reassuringly and patted the cushion next to her as if she were trying to tell Faith it was okay. Faith took the opportunity immediately but lay down instead of sitting down and used Buffy’s lap as a pillow.
She looked up at Buffy and gave her one of the most dazzling smiles Buffy had ever seen. But just as quickly as it appeared it disappeared and Faith became serious again while she started to speak.
“Well I guess you figured out that I’ve had a rough childhood right?” Buffy just nodded. After seeing this Faith rolled over on her side facing away from Buffy and continued. “But you don’t know exactly what I’ve been thru or what I’ve done and I think those are things you need to know before you make your decision final that you want us to be together.”
At this point Faith took a deep breath to try and calm her nerves. “Well I guess the easiest way to get through this would be to start at the beginning. I had a great childhood until I was about five.
"I mean I had friends, my parents were great and loved both my brother and I. But when I turned five that all changed. First it was my mom who changed. She became mean and started abusing me and put my brother up on her ‘perfect child’ pedestal. First she just stopped feeding me. The only time I got fed was when there were left overs. Then she got bored with that I guess you could say so then the physical abuse started. First she would just slap me. But then it got to where she would slap me hard enough to knock me down, and then when I was down she would kick me in the head. She always wore those cowboy boots with the pointed toes and the steel tips."
At this point Faith had tears falling form her eyes. While Buffy just sat there in silent shock from what she was hearing. She had figured that Faith’s childhood was bad but she never imagined it to be anything like this. Buffy was absent-mindedly running her fingers through Faith’s raven hair for encouragement. Faith took another deep breath and continued. “Pretty soon she got bored with this as well. ‘Because none of my bruises lasted long enough’ is what she said. By this time I was six and my father had flipped his lid because, ‘mother was having all the fun’ was always his excuse. So he decided that he wanted to have a little ‘fun’ also. He waited until mother went to work one day and he snuck into my room. Since she always left before I got up and he was always the one to wake me up I didn’t think anything of it. That is until he came over and started stroking my cheek and then grabbed my head and kissed me forcing his tongue into my mouth. I tried to fight but he was too big and strong. I couldn’t do anything to stop him. Finally he pulled away but he replaced his mouth with his hand and pushed me back onto the bed. Then he ripped my panties off and he undid his pants and he pulled his dick out. He got on top of me, crushing me. It was the most excruciating thing I have ever felt. I tried to yell but his hand was covering my mouth. So I bit him instead and he slapped me, which knocked me out thankfully. When I woke up it was dark outside and there was blood on my sheets and my pj’s were torn. I went and took a shower and changed clothes. When I went into the kitchen I found a plate of food waiting for me. I didn’t think anything of it I just ate it all. That was the first real meal I had eaten for about a year other than the scraps they gave me to keep me alive so I was grateful even though my father just did it because he felt guilty I didn’t care. This cycle of my mother abusing me during the night and my father abusing me during the day continued until I was about nine. By that time my brother was sixteen and he had the same temperament as my father. So my father decided to show my brother how to have a ‘good time’ as he always called it. And my brother went right along with it. So now it was all three of them my mother, father, and brother that were abusing me. This lasted until I was fourteen. By then I had had enough and I made up my mind I wasn’t going to take it anymore. So one night when they went to sleep I first went into my brother’s room and just slit his throat, then I went to my parent’s room and did the same to them. I then went washed my hands, changed my clothes, packed the few things I had, called the police and left. The next day is when my watcher found me.”
At this point Faith had to pause. It was almost getting to be too much for her. She got up and walked around for a minute then went and sat cross-legged in one of the armchairs. Putting her elbows on her knees and burying her head in her hands.
When Faith had started talking about the abuse her father and brother had done to Faith, Buffy broke down. But when she looked up and saw Faith sitting there in that chair she made up her mind then and there that she would never leave Faith or let anything else ever happen to her. Buffy got up walked over and knelt in front of Faith. After a minute of just looking at her Buffy finally spoke. “Hey, Faith please look at me… Please.” When Faith looked up she looked so lost that it broke Buffy’s heart.
Buffy didn’t know what else to do so she just stood up bringing Faith with her and wrapped her arms around her. She just held Faith like that for a minute before she started speaking again. “Faith… I don’t care about any of that. Your still the same person that I fell in love with the first time I saw you. Don’t get me wrong, OK. I don’t like that you killed people but I probably would have done the same thing if I were in your shoes. This makes me angry beyond words with your family. But I can’t do anything about that. But I do want you to know that I have made my decision.” At this point Buffy pulled back just enough to look Faith in the eyes but not lose any contact with the raven haired girl. “I want to be with you. Whether that be a good decision or bad that’s what I want if you want the same.” Faith’s reply was to lean forward and capture Buffy’s lips in one of the most searing, passionate kisses either of them had ever experienced. It wasn’t one of the quick, hungry, hard kisses that they had started out with. It was slow and deep but conveyed everything they felt for each other.
When they broke apart for air Faith sat back down in the armchair but she pulled Buffy down with her. After they sat down Buffy turned to Faith and their lips met again but this time neither of them closed their eyes. It was as if they both had the need to see the other. As if they could read the others mind.
When they broke this time Buffy stood and brought Faith with her once again but this time she led Faith to her bedroom. When they got there Faith sat on the edge of the bed and Buffy stood in front of her between the V of her legs.
Faith looked up at Buffy and just stared into her green eyes in awe of her. She felt as if she could look into those eyes for the rest of her life and never get tired of them. But then her insecurities took over and she started thinking of all the reasons she shouldn’t be able to have that privilege. The biggest of which being that this was Buffy who could have anyone she wanted, and she was just Faith, the murderous bitch with a tough girl persona.
After thinking all these things she couldn’t stand it anymore so she looked down, wrapped her arms around Buffy and used her stomach as if it were a shield.
Upon seeing this Buffy gently unwrapped herself from Faith. She then told her to take her jacket and shoes off and lay on the bed. Faith complied immediately. Buffy then took her shoes off, turned off the light and lay down next to Faith on her side so she could see Faith’s profile with the moonlight that was coming through her window.
Buffy was racking her brain trying to figure out some way to show or tell Faith that she would never leave her or let anything happen to her. But she couldn’t think of anything. So she did the only other thing she could, she scooted over to Faith and used her chest as a pillow, listening to the soothing rhythm of Faith’s heart, and hoping that her presence was enough for right now until she figure out a way.
To Buffy’s surprise and relief Faith put her arm around her waist pulling her impossibly closer until there was no room between them. She then leaned down and placed a light kiss on the top of Buffy’s head.
They stayed like that just listening to each other’s breathing, trying to relax and get past the conversation they had earlier that evening. When Faith heard Buffy’s breathing even out and become deeper she thought that she was finally asleep so she started whispering to Buffy. “B… I love you so much… I’m so sorry that I can’t show you that right now along with telling you but it’s SO hard. I know you would never do anything to intentionally hurt me but I need time and your help to get past all of my insecurities that keep telling me that everybody is out to screw me over. I guess my family really did a number on me huh?”
Unbeknownst to Faith, Buffy was still awake and had heard everything. She wanted to tell Faith that she would help in any way that she could but she also knew that Faith thought she was asleep. She didn’t know what to do.
Dedication: Faithful_chickie for the great advice, giving me the courage to post this and everything else she’s done.
Buffy thought about it for a while and she decided that both her and Faith needed the rest. So she would figure it out in the morning.
When the next morning came and Faith woke up she found herself being spooned by Buffy. She had to smile, she felt so safe and comfortable in Buffy’s arms she didn’t want to move. But on the other hand she wanted to see Buffy’s face, because she could tell by her breathing that she was awake also. So she opted for the next best alternative. She just turned over, so now she was facing Buffy but she was still in her arms.
Buffy smiled at her and said, “Hey, beautiful. How you feeling?” Faith gave her smile of her own and said, “Better now that I can see and feel you.” To emphasize the statement Faith wrapped her arms around Buffy’s waist, pulled her closer, and pressed their lips together. After a minute Faith wanted more so she parted her lips and snuck her tongue out to brush against Buffy’s bottom lip for a quick taste. Surprised by the bold action but relishing the feel of Faith tongue Buffy parted her lips to grant Faith access.
Emboldened by the effect she was having on Buffy she took the opportunity immediately, loving the feel of Buffy’s tongue on hers and the sweet taste that was so undeniably Buffy.
Buffy still wasn’t satisfied though so she rolled Faith onto her back and climbed on top of her, never losing contact in the process. When she did this she slid her thigh in between Faith’s, just trying to get closer. Buffy could feel the heat of desire from Faith, even through the leather pants, against the top of her thigh.
Emboldened by the reaction Faith’s body was having, Buffy brought her hand up to caress Faith’s left breast through the thin tank top, her nipple hardened almost instantly. Afraid that this might be too fast for Faith, Buffy pulled back just enough to look into Faith’s eyes, and ask, “Are you sure this is what you want? We can take this slow if you want to. We don’t have to do this right now.” Faith’s answer was to pull Buffy back down, connecting their lips again.
Buffy kissed Faith slow and deliberately, feeling the passion increase with the depth of the kiss. She brought her hand back up to caress Faith’s breast again. Upon feeling this Faith groaned into her mouth, trying to communicate her desire, and need for her to continue.
Without breaking the kiss Buffy managed to maneuver her and Faith to the end of the bed, so that she was kneeling on the floor in front of Faith, and Faith was sitting on the end of the bed. When the need for oxygen kicked in Buffy pulled away from Faith, slowly moving her hands to the hem of Faith’s tank-top, giving her plenty of time to stop her if she wanted to.
Maintaining eye contact Buffy pulled Faith’s tank top over her head to reveal that she hadn’t worn a bra the night before. She then dragged her hands around Faith’s slim waist to the front of her pants, never losing either eye or physical contact, she then started to undo Faith’s leather pants. After they were undone she stood up pulling Faith with her, then she knelt back down in front of Faith hooking her fingers under the waistband of her pants and underwear. Buffy then looked back up at Faith continuing the eye contact, and slowly slid the last two pieces of clothing to the ground, when they got there Faith stepped out of them, and stood there feeling almost as vulnerable as she had when her father and brother were around.
Buffy was always aware that Faith was a beautiful young woman. But it was never just surface beauty to her. Faith had so much inner strength and radiance that Buffy found it breathtaking. And as she stood and looked at Faith, she had no doubt about her beauty.
Buffy couldn’t help but look at the long, lean, muscled legs, sculpted by long hours of training; the soft patch of curls that covered her most intimate point, and was currently soaked with her need; and the round, full breasts with hard, darkened nipples, begging to be licked.
Buffy slowly made her way back over to Faith, kissing her again, she lowered them back onto the bed, her hands seeking contact with the skin that had been covered up until now. Faith slipped her arms around Buffy’s waist pulling them closer together. She then parted her thighs further inviting Buffy in.
She gasped at the first touch of Buffy’s fingers, moaning slightly as Buffy slid the first finger into her, slowly and tenderly, still hesitant about going too fast for Faith.
Faith was beginning to start a rocking motion with her hips against Buffy’s hand, trying to gain more friction. Buffy took this as an invitation, so she slid another finger in, letting Faith’s body adjust to the new addition before thrusting in and out, allowing the rhythm to build naturally.
The movement of Faith’s thigh against Buffy’s owns sex was making her see colors she had never known existed. She found herself pressing harder into her in time of the movement of her own hand.
Buffy pulled away from Faith’s lips, nuzzling her neck. Buffy could tell that Faith was on the brink with the slight trembling of the muscles around her fingers. She reached upwards with her thumb and pressed it in a slow circular motion around Faith’s clit, then pressed down hard and making one last thrust with her fingers, causing the raven haired slayer to cry out her name and arch violently into Buffy as the first waves of her orgasm hit her, which in turn threw Buffy into her own orgasm. Faith was clenched so tightly around Buffy that she thought her fingers were going to break.
They both rode out the waves of their orgasm together, until Buffy collapsed on top of Faith, breathing heavily. Faith wrapped her arms around Buffy and whispered in her ear, “I love you B… Thank you.” Buffy grinned from ear to ear before they both let sleep take them over.
Author’s Notes: OK after T wrote this I re-read it and noticed that I didn’t write how Buffy lost her clothes so you can assume one of two things, either she went to bed with none on in the first place or that it is an AU fic and the normal laws that apply to our world don’t apply to theirs.
When Buffy and Faith woke up they both were instantly aware of two things. The first being the delicious feeling of the others naked flesh pressed against their own. The other was that the sun was shining brightly into their eyes.
They were both so comfortable neither of them wanted to move, but Faith was the closest to the window so she got up and shot the blinds, bathing them in darkness again. When she got back over to the bed Buffy rolled onto her back, propping herself up on her elbows and bending her knees and spreading her legs to look at her between them. Faith crawled up the bed to Buffy, then between her legs and started kissing her. While Faith was kissing Buffy she put one of her hands beside Buffy on the mattress to support them, she put the other hand behind Buffy’s shoulders and lowered them so that Buffy was laying flat and Faith was laying on top of her with her waist in the V of Buffy’s legs.
Buffy arched up into Faith trying to gain more contact, but Faith broke the kiss and put her finger to Buffy’s lips to stop the protest she knew was going to come. Faith then looked into Buffy’s eyes and said, “B… let me do this. Let me take care of you, and show you what you do to me. You showed me love last night. It was like nothing I had ever felt before. Let me give that back to you, or at least let me try to. When I was growing up the only thing I knew was abuse, I thought that was what love was… I thought everyone went through that… I thought it was normal. Last night… what you showed me… it was beautiful. I have never felt anything so wonderful. I mean sure I’ve had some great sex… but nothing like last night… last night was more than just sex, at least it was to me. Last night you taught me that love isn’t abusive… love isn’t mean… nor is love hateful. You taught me that love is beautiful… and it makes you feel good… and it takes all the pain away. Let me try and give that back to you. Will you let me do that? Will you let me take my time? I mean we have all day if that’s what it takes.”
Buffy was speechless. She didn’t know what to say and she didn’t trust her mouth even if she had words so she just nodded yes.
Upon seeing this Faith started kissing Buffy again, never rushing it, just taking her time to learn and explore every contour of Buffy’s mouth as if she were trying to commit it to memory. When the need for oxygen kicked in she moved away from Buffy’s mouth following the same path as she had taken the first night outside the Bronze. But this time when she got to the valley between Buffy’s breasts she continued onto her right breast sucking and nipping the tender flesh until she reached the arousal hardened nipple.
When she got there she pulled back to study it, she reached up with her hand and flicked it with her thumb causing Buffy to cry out. She looked up worried but Buffy just looked down, cupped her cheek with her hand, and smiled encouragingly at her. When Faith saw that smile she got some of her courage back and leaned down to kiss the nub and suck it into her mouth, as her right hand went up to worry Buffy’s other nipple.
When she was satisfied with sucking and nipping at the nub she pulled back and blew softly on the still damp flesh causing Buffy to moan and arch into her. She then moved over and showed the other nipple the same attention. When she got her feel of Buffy’s breasts, for the time being, she continued her trek downwards to Buffy’s belly. When Faith got there she dipped her tongue in causing Buffy to cry out again, but this time she wasn’t worried that she had hurt Buffy.
She then continued downward to the soft patch of curls. But instead of stopping she just placed a light kiss on the top of them and crawled off the edge of the bed. Grabbing Buffy’s ankles she drug her to the end of the bed with her. When she got there she kneeled on the floor and put one of Buffy’s thighs on each of her shoulders. She looked up at Buffy’s face and said, “Keep looking at me B… I want you to see what you do to me, and I want to see what I do to you.” Buffy just stared at her with lust-darkened eyes.
Faith lowered her head to Buffy’s mound again, but this time she brought her left hand up and placed it on Buffy’s thigh to hold her in place, and she brought her right hand up to part Buffy’s lips to reveal her sex. She could feel how wet Buffy was but she was still set on learning and exploring Buffy’s body. So she dragged her tongue slowly across Buffy’s sex until she reached her clit and she flicked it with the end of her tongue. This made Buffy scream out her need and all of Faith’s thoughts of taking things slow went right out the window. She moved her fingers up and thrust two in right away and started pumping in and out while flicking Buffy’s clit again with the tip of her tongue. This caused Buffy to go over the edge right away, but Faith didn’t slow down. Instead she pushed another finger in and curled them upwards connecting with Buffy’s spot causing her to cum again. Faith did this again before she slowed down and let Buffy ride out the last of her orgasm before she pulled out.
After Faith did this she got up on the bed behind Buffy and pulled her close settling down with the blonde happily snuggled against her chest, they drifted off to a peaceful rest once again.
When Faith and Buffy woke up they were aware of two things once again. It was dark outside and the phone was ringing. Buffy got up to answer it, “Hello… Oh, hey Wills… Huh?… Oh sorry I forgot, I got a little distracted… Willow!… No, she’s still here… yeah, ok, see you later.” With that Buffy hung up the phone and turned to look at Faith. “I take it that was Red?” Buffy nodded while she walked back over and snuggled into Faith again. “She thought that you had ran… After last night.” Buffy said and Faith frowned.
Faith moved so she could look Buffy in the eye. “Were you afraid of that? That I would like use you or something like my old motto ‘Get some, and get gone’? Cause you know I love you B… I’m not going anywhere. Even if something happens to me… I’ll come back and haunt you or something… You’re never getting rid of me again.” Buffy smiled but then became serious again. “And the same goes for you… but I don’t want to think like that, and I don’t want you to either. Because nothing's going to happen to either of us. We have each other now.” To emphasize the point she leaned forward, pushed Faith onto her back, and kissed her soundly on the lips.
Before Faith could deepen the kiss, Buffy pulled back, got up, and said, “Get up. We’re going out… I want to show you off.” She added with a mischievous grin and winked at Faith.
Author’s Notes: I’m going to say that PDA means Personal Displays of Affection for the purpose of the fic.
Faith got up and sauntered over to Buffy. “So you want to show me off, huh?” Smirking she grabbed Buffy around the waist and pulled her close. “So does that mean you don’t mind PDA’s?” Buffy just raised an eyebrow and kissed Faith on the lips. When she pulled back she said, “No, do you?”
Faith looked thoughtful for a minute before looking at Buffy. “Ummm… Well it depends on who it’s with. But with you… Hell no I don’t mind.” This time Faith leaned forward and gave Buffy a quick kiss, but then released her and walked over to where her shirt and pants had landed the night before. “Hey, stop staring at my lovely ass, and mind boggling figure and get ready… the sooner we get out, the sooner we can get back here for those other things I know you're thinking about right now.” Buffy just smirked and said, “When did you become a mind reader?” Then she walked into the bathroom to get ready.
Faith got ready and went downstairs to wait for Buffy. She decided to go into the kitchen to see what was in the fridge. She didn’t see anything that appealed to her so she headed into the living room to watch a little TV.
When Buffy came downstairs she found Faith sprawled on the couch, facing away from her and flipping through channels. She thought Faith looked so peaceful she decided to just watch her for a couple of minutes before interrupting her. “I know you're there B… slayer senses, you gotta love ‘em.” Faith said suddenly, causing Buffy to jump. “Yeah, well. Ready to go?” Buffy retorted. “Whenever you are.” Faith said as she got up off the couch.
...continued in part 11...