Out of My League
by Holliday
Rating: PG-13
Disclaimer: I own nothing. If I did I wouldn't bother with the fanfiction I'd just write a script and make an episode.
I know it's been said before. By everyone she's ever met who's had a crush on her. I know I'm just fooling myself. There is no way I could ever get a girl like her. She's Buffy Summers. The most hell I can't even find the right words to describe her. Yup that's Buffy. My B. Go figure. Yet sometimes the impossible drives under achievers to dreams we never would entertain.
And that my friends is what brings me here this wonderful 8by10 room. Hell I thought standing up for my convictions would bring her to me alas it hasn't but I'm not deterted. I know for Buffy that's just the icing on the muffin. Sure everyone has forgotten about me in my little jail cell but I haven't forgotten them. Amazing thing about jail.
The outside world is cut off from you. Yet you have the world at your finger tips. I probably know more about what's going on at the Hellmouth than the scoobygang combined, and that's fine with me. Angel has his own set of problems to deal with a kid is tough but a teenager is harder the big guy's in for a hell of treat. Not to mention Cordy who new powers and shit wow the girls definitely one for the books. And dear old Wes shouldn't fret they'll come around a lot sooner than he thinks.
But B, I know all about her dealings with William the bloody and hell had B been in here maybe I woulda done the same to him. But I don't know the whole undead thing sort of leaves me cold. It's a shame about Red's girl I kinda liked her. But Red going all rogue was pretty priceless. Who knew she had it in her. Xander my dear boy may never learn the truth about woman but that's his fault.
No they're not my concerns B is my only one. I would like to say I wish she was back to normal but I'm not. I like this new and helpless Buffy. I knew before she did that she couldn't hide at least not from me. I knew where she was. It was quite cute how she played them all and told them she was going to see Angel. When in fact it was me she came to see. A talk we had and fear I saw in her. Even then I knew she was still out of my reach.
She was right to tell Spike she could never love him. For she couldn't. Her heart did belong to someone and it still does. It won't belong now. I watch as the minutes tick bye. There is nothing left to fear at least for her. I'm not too worried either. Hell prison ain't half bad when you got something to keep you tickin'. For me it's B.
It always has been. Now I know she knows it too. Cause when I step out into the sun with my new gained freedom she's already there a small grin pearched on her lips. Walking to her I push her against the car and kiss her.
She never was out of my league. I was out of her's.......