One More Addiction
by Mac
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: I don't own them Joss Whedon and Mutant Enemy do. Also
the song is called 'One More Addiction' and it's by the lovely
Natalie Imbruglia and some guys called Thornalley and Munday. I just
wanted to borrow it so no one sue coz I have zippo money.
Author's Notes: Write me with any comments. This is my first song fic and I
hope you enjoyed it. This is for Naomi, coz I said I would dedicate
one to her.
Do you ever have one of those days when you know that everything is gonna be good? That something is gonna happen, it's gonna result in you being better off somehow?
No?
Neither does Faith.
Before she met Buffy her life seemed to be tunnelling down one long road which lead to unhappiness and despair. The blonde Slayer showed her what it felt like to belong to a family, to belong to a part of society, to have friends.
It felt good.
It felt damn good.
It felt like love. She felt loved, by Buffy and her friends. But still, after what she had been through it didn't feel enough. She wanted more from Buffy. She wanted something from her, something she knew she would never get.
That's what hurt the most.
First she thought it was just a fleeting crush, one that wouldn't last. She thought she would get over her, maybe realise that there was something about her that she didn't like and she wouldn't feel that way towards her anymore, but there's nothing about Buffy Anne Summers that you couldn't like.
So she kept her feelings bottled up, and tried not to make it obvious, tried not to stare at her, tried not to think of her, tried not to imagine how good they could be together.
She stared into her pint, the murky liquid with traces of froth around the edges of the cup. It was the only consolation that she could find now, that and finding some guy to fuck senseless. But that could wait.
Some music droned in the background. Stupid male singer going on about some shit. She considered leaving but then she felt it, felt her, her presence, she was here.
Still staring into her pint, her eyes widened.
The song changed to a different one, she'd never heard this one before. A drum beat started then the singer came in.
First the good news; It's gonna feel very nice. Then the bad news; You gotta pay a heavy price.
Turning around on her stool, she watched as Buffy approached the dance floor with confidence, she sighed. She looked her up and down, wearing a short black mini-skirt and a dark red see-through type of shirt with a black bikini top underneath. She oozed sex, and the guys on the dance floor knew it.
Rip tide- We slide, we ride on a deep forbidden sea. Under we go- So slow and you're hanging on to me.
Faith watched as her body seemed to melt to the music, her hips swaying, her arms held above her head in a seductive trance. The guys around her had glued their eyes to her body, Faith clenched her fists as anger boiled through her body. Like an adrenaline rush. The anger was won over by her feeling of lust, watching her she realised that Buffy was totally aware of what she was doing to the men surrounding her, she didn't stop for one second.
And I say; Oh, oh, one more addiction in my world, One more connection to let go, Floating down the river, Out of sight forever from my world. It's the only thing I know how to do.
Without any warning Buffy's eyes fixed on Faith's. Shocked, Faith contemplated turning away but Buffy smiled, and continued to stare deep into Faith's eyes, moving with the music. She created her own energy, an energy that surrounded her body.
Pure sexual energy. Faith could do nothing, her whole body felt paralysed under Buffy's stare, if a vampire strolled in at that moment she would have been helpless.
I reject you; But I can't follow through, I'd forget you; But you'd end up tapping on my back door.
One of the men who was on the floor with her gathered up the courage (or the stupidity) to dance in front of Buffy. He grabbed onto her hips and pulled her towards him, moving their bodies together. He smiled down at Buffy, she could see that his common sense was gone out the window, he was pissed beyond all recognition. Looking behind his shoulder she could see Faith glaring at him, she didn't want to see his blood all over the floor so she pushed his chest, he stumbled away into the dancing couples who scowled down at him on the floor.
Somehow I lost myself In a tunnel long and black, Somewhere, at the end, I pretend There's a way of turning back,
She ran her hands up her body and Faith gasped, trying with all her might, not to stand up and stride over to her and start kissing her deeply. Her hands clutched onto the metal rungs of the chair. Buffy ran her hands through her hair, down the back of her neck, then around to her chest, above her breasts. Her hips swaying to the music, never missing a beat.
And I say; Oh, oh, one more addiction in my world, One more connection to let go, Floating down the river, Out of sight forever from my world. It's the only thing I know how to do.
Faith stood up, forgetting her original plan to stay seated, she walked over to Buffy; never dropping the stare. Buffy shot her a sexy smile and held out her arms to her. Faith could feel the sexual tension surrounding them and the envious stares she was receiving from the men around. She took Buffy's arms and pulled her into her embrace. Hips against hips, their bodies melted into one as they moved together.
Take a breath; Let it out, All the things you frown about are meaningless Of course, unless you're doing this for real, I guess.
Faith ran her hands through Buffy's hair, so soft, she could feel Buffy's smile and stare fixed on her. They seemed to be made for each other; their bodies fitted together like jigsaw pieces. Her hands moved down her back, occasionally drawing circles around her spine, her hands rounded her ass and she pulled her harder against her hips.
I meant to, but I don't what Is in the way and could I say, It's you I bet, I won't forget, Maybe I'm not ready yet.
Faith slipped her leg in-between Buffy's, her hands still covering her ass, she pulled her against the leather of her trousers. Buffy's eyes widened and darkened at the same time, she gasped into her ear as she was rocked firmly against her leg. Buffy's arms were wrapped around Faith's neck, she whispered into Faith's ear.
"I never knew..."
Oh, oh, one more addiction in my world, One more connection to let go, Floating down the river, Out of sight forever from my world. It's the only thing I know how to do. It's the only thing that I know how to do... I forget you...
The song ended and Buffy pulled away. Faith immediately felt guilty and was prepared to run when she noticed how red Buffy's face was, her breathing had become slightly erratic. They stood looking at each other for what seemed like eternity, neither knowing what the other was thinking, or what the other wanted. Faith took the initiative and did what she'd been fantasising about for the past few months, she ducked down her head and pressed her lips against Buffy's.
Her hand clutched the back of her neck and Buffy opened her mouth. Faith moaned as she felt the other girl's tongue duel with her own.
Buffy's hands crept up Faith's body, running over her ribs and then tentatively cupped her breasts, rubbing her thumbs over her nipples. Faith slipped her leg in-between Buffy's and rocked her against it. Buffy pulled away gasping for breath, she leant her head against Faith's shoulder.
"We should leave, or we'll be thrown out for indecent behaviour."
"Good idea. Yours or mine?" Faith asked with a smile.
"Yours would be better, more privacy."
"Mine it is then."
They climbed into the taxi, Faith called out where to go. The driver grunted in agreement.
"You'd think they'd teach taxi drivers proper words rather than just animalistic sounds," she whispered to Buffy. "What brings you to my side of town?"
Buffy sat with her back to the door, she lifted her feet from the floor of the cab and rested them on Faith's thighs, giving her a good look at what she knew she'd been fantasising about for the past while.
"Oh y'know, I'd heard this was where you hung out and I wanted to check it out, see what you liked about it. I'm still trying to figure out what it is, music was quite good though."
"Huh? Em, n-yeah." Faith tried to tear her eyes away from Buffy's glistening mound under the short scrap of leather which fashion called a skirt. She scooted into the middle seat which made Buffy's legs rise and reveal how wet she actually was.
"So what's with the, eh, commando?" Faith said, referring to Buffy's kinda naked state. "Been drinkin'?"
"A bit, I felt like a dare devil. Are you complaining?"
"Oh God no! Would I?" Faith began to stroke the inside of the other Slayer's thigh with feather light touches.
"I-I-I don't know." Buffy stuttered, concentrating on Faith's hand and what it was doing to her.
"You look really good, really sexy," her hand proceeded to move further up her leg, she was met with no resistance. "I want you..." she whispered.
"Oh God..." Buffy gasped and arched her body towards her.
"He can't help you now..." Faith snickered and teased her outer lips with her fingers, rubbing her arousal over them.
The taxi driver grunted and Faith looked him in the eye through the rear-view mirror.
"Aren't you supposed to be driving, grunt boy?" She shot him an evil glare. He grunted in reply and turned his eyes back to the road.
Faith turned back to Buffy and slid one of her fingers in-between her folds, she dipped it down to her hole and gathered up some of her moisture on her finger. She spread it around the rest of her pussy, rubbing on her clit. Buffy's head fell back against the window as she spread her legs wantonly for Faith, giving her better access. She moaned and thrust against Faith's hand.
"Do you know how long I've wanted you?" Faith asked, slipping one finger deep into her cunt and pulling it out again in a frustratingly slow thrust. "I've fantasised about you, I've fantasised about doing this to you, OK, so not in these surroundings but-"
Buffy put her finger to Faith's lips. "Shh, no talking."
Faith grinned and began to thrust her fingers in and out of Buffy's cunt in a slow, smooth motion, the thumb of her other hand rubbed gently against her clitoris, she could feel the pressure building up inside her. She revelled in the feeling of her inner walls clutching against her hand, it was a feeling she couldn't use words to describe, and the fact that it was Buffy's cunt made it more amazing. She was so damn beautiful, and she was writhing on her lap, writhing from the effects her fingers were having on her body. This wasn't an experience Faith got to have very often.
"Harder Faith, please!" Buffy cried out in pleasure and arched her body away from the cab door.
The cab was filled with sounds of moaning, leather squeaking, and wet noises coming from Faith's hand. Her two fingers were covered in Buffy's juices, the smell was intoxicating. She pressed her thumb harder against her clit, rolling it in circles, but Buffy covered that hand with her own and sped up the pace on it. Her cries were becoming louder and the driver couldn't obviously handle it because Faith felt the cab slowly come to a halt and the chair squeaking as he turned around to watch them.
"Buffy, I wanna see you, I want you to look at me when you cum, I want you to call my name." Faith watched as Buffy clamped her legs around Faith's arms.
"Oh God, Faith..." moving easily with the thrusts she increased the tempo until they were moving impossibly fast. Faith felt her eyes closing as she listened to Buffy's moans, they were turning her on more than she thought she could be. She could feel Buffy's wetness covering her hand and she knew that her pussy was leaking just as much. Then it happened, she felt the beginning of the spasms deep inside her cunt.
"Look at me!" Faith shouted at her. Good job the driver had stopped.
Buffy pulled her head up from the window and looked Faith in the eye. "I'm cumming!"
"I know, I can feel it."
As the orgasm reached its peaked Buffy called out Faith's name. She felt a rush of wetness escape from Buffy's core and out onto the leather seats. Her body fell back against the cab door. Faith pulled her fingers out of her hole and pulled her into her embrace, kissing her softly. Lost in the kiss, Faith realised in the back of her mind that the driver had started the cab again.
Five minutes later they approached her motel, they pulled away from each other and Buffy jumped out of the cab first. Faith turned to the driver.
"How much?" she asked in a voice she hoped sounded steady.
The driver coughed, unable to look her in the eye. "Eight fifty," he muttered.
She thrust nine dollars into his hand and jumped out of the cab after Buffy, they walked up to the motel laughing. "I can't believe we just did that!" Buffy laughed.
"You'd better believe it girlfriend, there's more to come," she looked her in the eye. "Unless, of course, you're backing out?"
"After that?" She looked at Faith incredulously. "That was so amazing. I couldn't have walked straight after that, even if you paid me!"
Faith took her hand in hers and shot her a smile. "That's OK, then. I was worried for a second..."
"Faith?" Buffy turned to her and they stopped in front of the motel. She took her other hand and smiled at her. "Never doubt me, OK?" Faith nodded, shyly. "I don't do things for my own selfish needs, I know what the consequences are and I'm willing to risk it."
"So am I." Faith leaned in and pressed her lips against Buffy's. "You know I'd do anything for you, B. Anything at all." That fact scared her more than she'd like to admit.
Buffy pulled her towards the motel. "C'mon, it's freezing out here! I don't wanna die of the cold before I get to see you come," she laughed.
"That's not my fault, you should've worn items which would actually pass for clothes, rather than left over scraps of cloth," to express her point she slipped her hand under the leather and ran her hand over her pussy.
Buffy's hands quickly pulled the back of her skirt down and glared at Faith. "Don't do that! We'll be arrested!"
Faith laughed. "Only if we get caught, and I'm pretty sneaky," she took Buffy's arms and pressed her against the wall beside the door of the motel, kissing and rubbing their bodies against each other.
Buffy pushed her away. "Inside. Warmth. Bed. Comfortable."
Faith snickered. "Fine." She took hold of Buffy's hand and lead her through the motel, she couldn't believe this was happening. Nothing good ever happened to her, usually the total opposite. She watched the way the other girl's hips moved when she walked, and her ass… goddamn that ass! Faith glanced over her shoulder, no one in sight, she slipped her hand under the skirt again and once again rubbed her pussy, which had become noticeably wetter. Buffy gasped and looked at her with wide eyes. Faith let go of her hand and retracted the other one from under her skirt. She fumbled about in her pocket for her keys. Buffy, who was standing behind her, began to breath and sigh against her neck.
"Faith... hurry up... I can't hold on much longer," she whispered seductively into her ear.
Faith whimpered, which was strange 'cause Faith never whimpers, her arms and hands were shaking so bad with anticipation that she couldn't get the key into the lock. Kicking the door down seemed like a better option at the moment. With one hand Buffy pulled the hair away from the back of Faith's neck and planted a soft kiss there, the other hand draped lazily over the top of Faith's arm. She trailed it down the top of her arm, feeling her muscles ripple under her skin, she came to her forearm and dragged her nails across the skin there. Not too hard, but hard enough to leave marks.
As soon as Buffy had kissed her neck, Faith had stood stock-still, not even attempting to open the door.
Buffy's fingers wrapped around her wrist, as if she were testing the width, then her hand covered Faith's and she slid the key into the lock. She moaned against the back of her neck, her tongue darted out and licked it gently.
"Patience F, it's a virtue y'know." Faith could almost feel her sly smile against her neck.
"Thanks B. Next time I need to get into my apartment, I'll make sure you're with me."
"Oh don't worry, I will be." Buffy laughed as they stumbled into the room and over to the bed. Faith pulled her down onto the bed and pulled her to her lips, kissing her passionately.
Faith felt herself getting hot as the blonde Slayer's tongue slid against her own. They soon lost the clothes and they slid under the covers. Buffy was shaking slightly with the cold. Faith pulled the covers over their heads and grinned at Buffy, taking her into her embrace, kissing her tentatively. The blonde Slayer's hands rounded on Faith's breasts, pinching her nipples. Faith gasped and arched towards her, feeling her hips pumping with each pinch.
Buffy bent her head down and took a nipple into her mouth, sucking on it gently, then harder, hearing Faith's moans escalate until she was almost whimpering with need. Taking pity on her she slipped a hand in-between her legs, her index finger pushed in-between her lips, feeling her moisture seeping out onto her thighs. She dipped her finger down to her slit coating it with her juices, she brought it up and smeared it over her clit, hearing Faith gasped.
"Yes! God, B!"
She started up a slow rhythm on her clit, she could hear the wet noises coming from her pussy, proving how wet she really was. Her hand moved in an up and down motion, sending sparks up Faith's body. Her other hand moved down and two fingers slid into her tight convulsing channel with ease.
"Ah, fuck... "
Buffy laughed seductively. "That's what we're doing... fucking." She moved forward and captured Faith's lips, kissing her passionately. Her tongue slipping in and sweeping over her teeth and caressing her tongue. Her hand continuing its rhythm, her lips left Faith's mouth and assaulted her neck, dragging her teeth over her pulse point, moving down lower and just above her collar bone she dragged her teeth continuously over the same spot, creating a love bite.
She pulled away and looked down. There wasn't much of a love bite there at the moment, but there would be. She bit gently on a nipple, making Faith gasp and arch her back towards the smaller girl. Buffy placed a soft kiss on her belly button, Faith sighed in anticipation. When she felt Buffy's tongue lightly flick her clit she bucked and writhed under her, breathing hard her eyes screwed up tight.
Buffy's mouth fixed around Faith's clit, sucking hard. Faith cried out and clutched onto Buffy's head, she thrust her hot pussy up to meet Buffy's mouth. She felt her suck hard, and Faith's swollen walls began to involuntarily contract and she felt her orgasm start. She could here the words of the song float through her mind; One more addiction... cause that's what this was, right? An addiction.
Buffy's mouth suddenly left her pussy and was quickly replaced by her fingers, making Faith jolt suddenly. Buffy felt her walls contract quicker around her fingers and her breathing became more and more erratic.
"B, I'm coming..."
Buffy jammed her fingers in, hard, making Faith scream in ecstasy. Her head tossed from side to side and her hips thrust against Buffy's hand. Buffy dragged it out, hearing Faith's cries lower and with one last sigh she collapsed back on to the bed. Buffy kissed her gently and smiled at her.
Still breathing heavily Faith whispered to Buffy. "I'm addicted to you B. I really am."
"I'm not sure about addiction but I think I love you." Buffy whispered back stroking her hair. Still holding one another they fell asleep.