Fun and Games
by Rochelle
Rating: R
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Faith has just eaten her second box of oreos and I can't help but start laughing at her.
"What?"
She says with her mouth full, then swallows her last oreo and gives me a lopsided grin.
"Sorry, not used to eating round other people."
"It's okay. I was just laughing about the amount you can eat."
"Yeah well the only junk food you had was oreos, and I gotta say B, now you're going out with me you're gonna have to have a fridge full of junk food or I won't be able to spend quality time with you."
She gives me another grin but this time I can see the suggestive smirk behind it.
"Jeez, guess I'll have to go junk food shopping for ya, couldn't bear to be without quality time now, could I?"
I smirk back at her and then next thing I know, I'm lying back on my bed and she's straddled my waist and is tiggling my sides. I start laughing uncontrollably. God knows how but she's found my tigglish spot straight away. I wouldn't stop her now even if I wanted to, although I might in a minute, only so much tiggling I can take. She's got the most beautiful smile on her face and she looks really happy and at peace. She also notices I'm staring right at her inbetween tiggles and so she stops.
"Buffy?"
"Yeah?"
"I love you."
That's when it hits me. I almost lost her the other night due to Angel. She hurt herself because of what I did to her and it hurts me so much that I did that to her. I love her so much. I start crying and Faith looks worried. She immediately rolls off of me and takes me in her arms, holding me gently and stroking my hair.
"Did I say something wrong B? God I'm sorry, I thought things were okay and I just wanted to tell you and I didn't mean to upset you..."
I kiss her softly, stopping all speech.
"I love you too Faith. You didn't say anything wrong I just realised that I could've lost you and it hurt so badly and it just got to me. I saw you smiling and I thought, what if I couldn't see that smile again and it hit me and I'm sorry, I just love you too much to lose you."
She smiles at me and moves her hand from my hair to stroke my cheek softly.
"You're not gonna lose me B, ever."
That's all I need said to reassure me. I press myself into her, inhaling a scent unique to Faith and my body relaxes. Amazing how she can take all my tension away with a few words.
I'm holding her tightly in my arms. God, she was worried about losing me? I don't mean to, I mean I am taking this seriously and thats why I reassured her, I meant every word of it just that I kinda find this a bit funny. Just last night, she was holding me, reassuring me and now I'm doing the same back to her. Funny how things come back on us in life isn't it?
"You're not gonna lose me B, ever."
And I mean that, every single word of it. She's mine as far as I'm concerned and I'm hers, no ifs, whats or buts. That's just how it is. She presses herself into me and I supress the need to groan at the contact. I bite my lip gently and look at her.
"B, maybe we shouldn't..."
She's kissing me again, gently but I can sense the passion behind it. Well maybe we should be doing this after all. There's no better way of showing her I love her then a good making out session, right? I slide my tongue slowly into her mouth and run it over hers in a sensual way. Hearing her moan at this turns me on even more and I trail my hands down her back and round to the front, cupping her breasts. *RING RING* Fuck! Damn phone and we were just getting started.
"Hello?"
B growls down the phone. I kinda feel sorry for whoever's on the other line till I remember what they interrupted.
"Yeah...Ok...No...That wasn't what...Yeah we'll be there."
"What's the what B?"
"Giles. Scooby gang meeting. Want me and you there in 30 minutes."
I sigh and lean back down onto the bed. B starts stroking my cheek with her fingers and then gently kisses me.
"Guess we should get a snack and get going then. That alright Faith?"
"Yeah sure B."
I'm hoping this meeting'll be important because I was enjoying my quality time with B.
"Yeah...Ok...No...That wasn't what...Yeah we'll be there."
"What's the what B?"
"Giles. Scooby gang meeting. Want me and you there in 30 minutes."
Oh goodie. This is going to be fun, not. I'm hoping they'll consider an apology considering all the trouble they caused between me and Faith. Actually I guess it's not them that caused the trouble, it was me. It was my fault, I should've explained about Angel and I should've...Ah screw it, things haven't gone too bad anyways. Until that phone call, they were just about perfect, just being here with Faith.
"Guess we should get a snack and get going then. That alright Faith?"
Yeah well I was thinking of another kind of snack but I think Faith's kinda hungry and come to think of it, so am I. Hungry for food, that is.
"Yeah sure B."
I hug her gently and rest my head on her chest for a minute, just listening to her heart beat. I glance upwards and she's smiling at me, such a pure smile.
"We should get going."
"Okay, but you know for that to happen, you gotta move first."
She smirks at me and I can't help but roll my eyes as I roll off her and swings my legs round to the side of the bed. I stretch and then suddenly feel arms encircling my waist. I lean back into her touch, before taking her hands off my stomach and getting up. Turning around to face her, she's got this puppy like look in her eyes and is pouting.
"Won't hurt if we're a little bit late B."
I smirk at her and shake my head.
"We'd be more than a little bit late, if I start anything with you now then we won't be moving till tomorrow morning."
She's grinning widely at me and I hold my hand out to her, offering to help her up. Suddenly she's got a glint in her eyes.
"Oh no Faith. Up now. We can do stuff later."
She sighs and lets me pull her to her feet.
"Kiss me before we go?"
One thing I can comply to. Plus the fact she looks so cute and the way she says that just makes me turn to mush, but I guess she already knows that. I lean forward and softly brush my lips against hers and then pull back and smile.
"Done. Let's go."
...continued in Apologies and Acceptance...