All I Am
by Shell
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: Joss owns all Buffy characters.
Comments: This is just a sweet fic i'm trying. This is a sequel to Brown Eyes and Run To You.
Feedback: Please.
Faith was walking down her normal path, but this night would be different she would be making a stop. She walked up to the familiar house and debated on knocking. She finally decided not to and went to walk away when she heard the quiet sobs from above. She ran over to the tree beside Buffy’s window and climbed up it till she could see into Buffy’s window. She saw her crying and didn’t even think she just opened the window and went into the room. She was at Buffy’s side before she knew what was happening.
"You’re crying. What’s wrong?" Faith asked wiping away the stray tears.
"Nothing." Buffy answered trying to look away but couldn’t because Faith turned her face back to her.
"You can tell me." Faith tried. Buffy was stunned she’d never seen this side of Faith before.
"It’s really nothing just had some bad memories resurface." Buffy said looking into the deep brown eyes that were looking back with so much care and concern.
"Oh." Faith answered pretty sure what or who they were about. If I could get my hands on him.
"So…" Buffy said not quite sure what to say.
"So…" Faith repeated. Quit fucking around and just tell her already. "Umm…B.uffy there’s something I want to tell…" Faith was cut off by Buffy’s finger on her lips.
"Let’s not make this any more complicated." Buffy said leaning in slowly. Faith couldn’t believe what was happening.
"Sure.." Faith said before Buffy was only inches away. She slowly closed the gap between them and tentatively brushed her lips against Faith’s. Faith quickly responded but didn’t push anything she gave all control to Buffy to do what she wanted. Buffy slowly pulled away touching her lips.
"That was amazing." She said looking at Faith who still had her eyes closed. She smiled to herself.
"Wow!" Was all Faith could manage. Buffy laughed a little.
"Never left anyone speechless before." Buffy said looking at her. Faith couldn’t talk she just sat there with a dazed look on her face. "Guess we’ll have to fix this problem." Buffy said leaning in again. When their lips met you could see the sparks igniting between them. Buffy slowly ran her tongue out and over Faith’s lips until she opened and let her in. Buffy ran her tongue up and down the length of Faith’s before just exploring her mouth wanting to learn every detail. Buffy slowly pulled Faith down on top of her. Finally giving up the battle against oxygen they pulled apart. Faith just looked into Buffy’s eyes.
"Can we take this slow this isn’t a get some get gone deal for me."
"Me either." Buffy answered pulling Faith tighter to her. Faith smiled all her dreams were coming true.
"God do you know how long I’ve wanted this?" Faith asked finally finding her courage. Buffy shook her head ‘no’.
"Since I ever laid eyes on you."
"Oh" was all Buffy managed she hadn’t expected that.
"Before I lose my courage and chance I just want to say thanks."
"For what?" Buffy asked not sure.
"Making all my dreams come true." Faith said looking down at her.
"Awww Faith." Buffy said a tear falling from her eye. Faith wiped it away before leaning in for another kiss.
"Morning sleepy head" Faith said to Buffy when she finally awoke.
"Morning" Buffy replied in a yawn while stretching her arms. Faith leans over and places a light kiss on Buffy’s check.
"That’s all I get?" Buffy asked playfully.
"You think you can handle this?" She asked motioning at her body.
"Oh yea." Buffy replied.
"We will just have to see about that."
"Yes we will." Buffy said capturing Faith’s lips with her own. Buffy slowly deepened the kiss by sliding her tongue into Faith’s mouth. Faith pulls away.
"Not yet B. I want it to be special."
"Ok." Buffy said pouting.
"But let me tell you when it happens I’m gonna rock your world." Faith said trying to get back to joking.
"Looking forward to it." Buffy said getting out of the bed.
"You gonna get your lazy butt up or stay there all day?" Buffy said hands on her hips.
"I think Ill stay here, didn’t get much sleep with you snoring all night." Faith said before Buffy jumped her and started tickling her.
"I’ll show you." She said not letting up. Faith grabs Buffy’s arm and flips her over on the bed to where she is now on the top.
"Guess I’ll be the one showing you now."
"Stop…plz..I give up." Buffy said surrendering. Faith gazed into Buffy’s eyes and said for the first time what she’s wanted to from the moment she met Buffy.
"I love you."
"I love you too Faith." Buffy said still gazing into her eyes. "Have for a long time now. It’s just with Angel and everything I was scared of my feelings."
"I would have waited forever for you." Faith said still serious. Buffy then closed the distance between them and brushed their lips together. Buffy then pulled away and looked at Faith again.
"Make love to me."
"Are you sure you’re ready?"
"Yes more sure than I’ve ever been." With that said Faith leaned down and kissed Buffy conveying everything she felt for her into the kiss. She slid her hands over Buffy’s body while kissing down her neck before nipping her ear. "Oh…Faith that feels so good." Buffy said before finding the bottom of Faith’s shirt and pulling it over her head forcing her to leave her current task for a minute. As soon as the shirt was off Faith returned to her task. After a few minutes Faith finally gave in to her passion and grabbed Buffy’s shirt pulling it over her head careful not to hurt her. Then she moved down to remove the rest of her along with Buffy’s clothing. She started kissing the inside of Buffy’s thigh gaining a moan from her. Slowly working her way up to her paradise. Buffy tangled her hands into the brunette’s hair pulling her closer to her throbbing center. Faith flicked her clit with her tongue then worked her way down and back up again before thrusting two fingers into her. "Oooohh..Faith right there.." Buffy moaned as Faith quickened her thrusts. Faith sucked on her clit sending her over the edge while Buffy shouted her name. After tasting her she made her way back up the length of Buffy’s body laying down beside her.
"I love you baby."
"I love you too." Buffy said still regaining herself. Their lovemaking went on throughout the night both content on just being with the other and ready to face the world...in the morning.