Puzzles
by Slayer125
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: The characters belong to Joss and Mutant Enemy.
Thanks: To ElizaLover and Jaime for the feedback.
To my angel..thank you .
I can feel her shivering under my touch. Never would I have thought I could have this much power. It feels so good to let go. I run my tongue over her nipple and feel her nails rake down my back. I can feel the blood drip from where her nails were. I never knew it could be like this until now..until her, to give in to it, the darkness. I bite her nipple roughly and hear her scream out my name. I move up and kiss her roughly, tongues thrusting against each other. She moans, begs me to stop.
"Stop what?"
"This, we can not do this, It is not right."
"What is not right?" I ask as I move my tongue down her neck. I am licking sucking, my hands caressing her body. Covering every inch of her flesh not wanting to miss one part. I move up and kiss her and turn her to face me "How can this be wrong love? What we have is so right. This is the thing people spend their whole life waiting for and here it is." I move and start to suck on her nipple. My hands are kneading the flesh on her butt.
I brace myself on one arm so I am leaning over her. I decide we should take this slow, it is always rough and it shouldn't be. She is looking at me questioningly. I can see the doubt in her eyes, afraid of so much but the strength of so many. I run my fingers through her hair. The scratches on my back are stinging. I move forward slowly and kiss her lips. Not a rough kiss but a soft gentle kiss. The kind you see on tv where you laugh because no one is that tender. No one cares that much. I know I used to sit there and laugh but it is time she knows how I feel. I have played this game with her. We are always fucking, never making love. She likes it rough and I am not sure why. I don't know if it is the speed or the intenseness or the emotions that scare her. Maybe it is just the fact she has never made love before.
I remember all those innuendos made never once imagining it would lead me here, right here to this moment. It led my heart to feeling. I had given up on that figured it would never happen. I feel her lips hesitantly touch mine her hand on my face. Her thumb runs along my cheek. I move my face so that I catch her thumb in my mouth and suck on it gently. I feel her shiver beneath my body and I feel her wetness against my thigh. Her head arches back against the black satin pillow. The fascination with her neck is incredible. You would think I was a vampire, I can see her pulse beating hard in her neck. I push my thigh hard into her and watch her throat as she swallows and whimpers. My thigh is so wet now. I move down and my mouth covers her neck where her pulse is. I suck on it I know I am leaving a mark but she is mine. I want everyone to know that and to stay away. Her hands are entwined in my hair and her body is covered in sweat. I can feel her move as she wraps her legs around my waist. The muscles in her thighs are bulging as they clasp around me. I can feel her ankles digging into the bottom of my back.
Her hips are thrusting up against me. Her clit is caressing my flesh, her moisture spreading all over my body. Soaking my flesh as she rubs against me wanting completeness. I move up and kiss her lips and her eyes are squeezed close. I frown a little as I look, I think I see a tear fall from her eye. Maybe it's just sweat I think as I push my thigh hard against her. She cries out and I watch her as she shivers. I know what she wants, she wants me to fuck her hard and fast. There would be no kissing, no touching. I know about that I have been there but she deserves so much more. I kiss her again and push her sweaty hair off her forehead.
I look deep into her eyes and move back. I whisper I love you but it's so soft she cannot here. Those are words she does not like to hear and I have never heard her say them at least not to me. Then I plunge my fingers into her, they sink deep into her, The moisture within her accepting my fingers without hesitation. I hear her scream vaguely in mind but am too caught up in the wholeness of being inside her. The feeling of being one envelops my body in pleasure.
Her muscles clench around my fingers, they are so tight I swear if I were not a slayer they would be broken and useless. They are serving their purpose now though. I plunge in harder and faster, groan as her body arches into mine. Her breast is caressing my chest. The nipples are hardened and standing straight up as if calling my name. I take one in my mouth and suck. My tongue circles it and I hear her cry out. She is thrusting into my hand and I see another tear fall. I decide that she deserves her release and I start to focus on the movement of my hand. It plunges in and out. The speed is starting to move faster. The depth, god, I am in so deep now. I laugh a little to myself. Man am I in deep. Harder, faster, I move inside her. Both of our bodies are covered in sweat and trembling.
I hear her cry out my name as I place my thigh behind my hand. Harder and faster my fingers seek into her warmth. I feel her muscles tighten around me and know she is there. I curve my fingers inside her and with my other hand I tenderly pinch her clit. Knowing that always sends her over the edge. I was right and I wince a little as her nails dig deep into my back. The moisture flows from her body covering my hand and my thigh and the sheets. Her eyes are open now staring into mine. Her body is rigid beneath mine, and god those eyes. I stare back as she trembles violently and then collapses back onto the bed.
I collapse on top of her both of us are breathing hard and irregular. I move my hand down and lace our fingers together. I feel her lips as she kisses my jaw and then as I figure she is about to get up and shower I hear the most amazing thing. She kisses my lips and I hear "I love you too Faith." I know then that my heart was a piece of a puzzle and I just found out where it fit…