Random Thoughts
by Slayer125
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: The characters in the story belong to Joss and Mutant Enemy.
Faith looked across the smoky bar at Buffy and the rest of the Scoobs. She had been in Sunnydale for a little over four months and it seemed most of her days were spent looking at roach infested, paint peeling, mildew covered walls. She had reached out to Buffy more than once only to have it thrown back in her face each time. It hurt more than she would ever admit even to herself.
Buffy looked so beautiful wearing a low cut black dress and her hair flowing down over her shoulders. Faith knew if she walked up to her slaying partner she would smell of vanilla and coconut, with a slight scent of leather from her jacket. Correct that, Angel's jacket. The raven-haired slayer felt bile rise in her throat at the thought of his cold, dead flesh caressing the innocence of Buffy.
She hasn't seen the majority of evil in this world, Faith thought to herself. It is bad enough to touch the evil brought on by demons without a soul, but humans who do have a soul perform some evil that is incomprehensible. Memories of phantom touches plagued her daily. Swallowing the last of her beer she flung the bottle down harshly.
"Get the hell out of my head." Faith grabbed her jacket and headed out onto the deserted streets of Sunnydale. Most residents of the small California town knew well enough to be safe in their homes with their children once the sun went down. Those that didn't just became another unclosed police file in the good ole' Sunnydale Police Department. They don't even seem to be phased by empty caskets anymore.
"Faith." I turn to see Angel made his way across the street.
"Great, now he thinks I want to be part of the whole brooding thing he has got going on. No thanks." Her voice echoes across the street.
"Hey." His eyes dart around nervously almost as if he senses that her stake will find a permanent residence in his heart.
"What do you want, Soul Boy?" The voice was gruff and harsh. Memories from the past were plaguing her and she definitely was not interested in the whole sociable thing.
"Have you seen Buffy?" She heard the bar room door open and Buffy stumbled out with the Scooby Gang right behind her. Grumbling, Faith reached inside her jacket and grabbed a cigarette. The toxic smoke filled her lungs, giving her a sense of relief that she needed.
"Faith, where are you going? I thought we were going to patrol?" Faith looked between Buffy and Angel trying to figure out what the what was. Willow shot a look of contempt at Faith.
"Yeah, B. Sorry just needed to…" Her sentence was cut off as the blonde stepped in front of her and took the cigarette out of her mouth and stomped it on the ground. "Those things are going to kill you."
Faith's bitter laughter echoed through the silent streets. "I don't think they are going to be the death of me, B." Faith watched the brooding vampire glaring at her and decided to take advantage of the moment. "OK, B, lets go because I am not going to wait out here in the cold while you get your kicks with the Scoobs. If you think you can handle slaying with me then lets get going."
The brunette watched the blonde hug Xander and Willow then bit her tongue hard as she kissed Angel. It wasn't a quick see you soon kiss; this was a long, heated, passionate kiss. Faith shuffled her boot on the ground, staring intently at the tattered hole in her jeans.
"You coming, Faith."
"No, but I wish I was." Oh my god, Faith thought to herself please tell me I didn't say that out loud. Looking up she realized Buffy was watching her with a mischievous smirk.
"Lets go, girlfriend." Buffy wrapped her arm around Faith and they headed towards Restfield Cemetery. As soon as they stepped through the iron rod gate, which squeaked loudly, Buffy took in the abandoned cemetery. No spidey senses were hinting at the undead lurking so she decided to test her theory. Things with Angel had gotten way too complicated and Buffy was no longer able to quell the feeling her body had every time she and Faith were together.
Even in the darkness she could see those chocolate, soulful brown eyes full of questions. A slight dimple that only appeared when she let her guard down often enough to smile.
"B, you ok?" Faith laid her hand on the fellow Slayer's arm only to find herself thrown against a mausoleum. The blonde, once shy and reserved, now was pressing her soft supple lips to her own. Thinking of turning her head to try and figure out what was going on with the blonde, Faith wasn't prepared for the hand that was now traveling over the seam of her denim jeans.
"Mmmmmmm." All thoughts of protest were lost with each gentle touch upon her skin. Nobody had ever tried to make it feel like making love. She had been fucked a lot but this was different, and there was a good chance this was going to hurt. Not hurt physically but her heart because this had been her dream since she had first laid eyes on the girl making love to her now.
Buffy pulled her into the mausoleum and Faith took in the surroundings. There was a blanket on the floor surrounded by a lot of candles. On the pillows there were rose petals draped along the edge.
"B, what's going on?" Faith's voice was unsure and lacked the cockiness that usually was reflected.
"Do I need to spell it out for you? This is called seduction." The blonde trailed her fingers down the brunette's neck causing a shiver to run down her spine. Faith looked down at the blonde whose lips glistened in the candlelight. It would be so easy to give into temptation and take the only thing she had ever truly wanted in this lifetime but something about this was wrong. Buffy was a perfect little good girl who wouldn't be able to do something like this. People would talk and that is something she would never be able to handle. She tried to ignore the fact the blonde had replaced her finger with her tongue. Leaning back, she felt the rock walls digging into her back, in some strange way it excited her even more.
"Buffy." The slayer threw her head back allowing the Chosen One better access. "We…need…to…" She started to push away, it was all to… "Buffy…I can't do this." The blonde was shocked to see tears in the younger girl's eyes. This was not going the way she had planned.
"Faith, I…"
"Buffy, I…" They both laughed nervously and Faith shrugged. Even if it were only for one night, she would have Buffy…all of her. The blonde was shocked to find herself picked up and carried to the makeshift bed on the floor.
"Are you sure, Faith?" The blonde prayed she would not change her mind. She wanted nothing more for them to have this perfect night maybe then Faith would realize that she really wanted her.
"Yes, Buffy…I have wanted you for so long but I am afraid that you aren't going to want this tomorrow."
Buffy reached up and slowly untuck Faith's shirt and pulled it over the raven-haired slayer's body. This was the first time she had gotten to see her perfect breasts framed by a black lace bra. The muscles in her arms were bunched up and tense as she positioned herself above the blonde.
"Faith, I have wanted you since the first time I laid eyes on you." She pushed up and started to nibble on her ear. "There has been so many things that kept me from telling you…but…" Her tongue strokes her ear "I am not fighting it…but can we talk about it..." Buffy's teeth grazed her ear "Later."
Faith groaned and reached down and ran her hand up the inside of Buffy's thigh. As she reached the wet center of the blonde, she was shocked to find Buffy had not worn any panties.
"God, B." Within minutes both girls were naked and framed by the moonlight and candlelight dancing across the stonewalls. Faith's voice caught in her throat as she stared down at the sight of the beautiful blonde.
She eased herself down on her elbows and started to suck on the hardened nipple that was standing upright, begging to be touched. The blonde Slayer jerked upright, breathing hitched. The feel of Faith's tongue caressing her sent her over the edge instantly.
A husky laugh echoed throughout the room causing Buffy's desire to escalate. Faith's tongue trailed down the blonde's abdomen, causing slight moans and muscles trembling. Once she reached Buffy's clit she was shocked to see that she was shaven clean. She started to greedily suck on the swollen bud, loving the scent that was filling her nostrils. The blonde smelled like fresh flowers and tasted like a perfect wine. Faith reached up and cupped one breast, cupping and grasping her. Then she moved her face a little lower so that her tongue could seek out the warmth found deep inside of Buffy. The warmth and moisture was dizzying.
"GOD FAITH!" The blonde screamed out as Faith touched the very core of her. She grabbed a handful of Faith's hair as the raven-haired slayer continued her assault. Buffy's hips were thrusting back and forth trying to get a deeper penetration from Faith's tongue. The dark Slayer knew what Buffy needed so eased three fingers in as well as her tongue.
The blanket Buffy was laying on was torn to shreds the second Faith eased her fingers in.
"Commmeee…onnnnnn…B…" Her fingers were thrusting in and out as she tried to give her release.
"Yeahhhh…mmmmmmmm…"
Faster, harder…her fingers were going hard and fast.
"Fait…"
Faith moved up and started to suck her clit knowing Buffy was close. Harsh breaths echoed in the room and the candle flickered in the damp air.
"Come on baby…"
Harder and faster her fingers were in and out…
Harder
Faster
"AGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!" Buffy's scream of ecstasy could be heard throughout the abandoned graveyard. A dark vampire looked up and hung his head in defeat, knowing his Slayer had finally become what she needed to be. Now she can defeat anything, she is complete. They are complete, he knows he can't bear a long goodbye so he heads to the mansion to gather his few belongings and leave the Slayers to be free to love.
Inside the mausoleum two Slayers fall asleep holding each other tight. "I love you." Was whispered into the darkness. The dark Slayer thanked everything she held dear that she was given the exquisite gift of the golden goddess laying next to her.