Will She Tell?
by Slayer125
Rating: PG
Disclaimer: Characters belong to Joss Whedon And Mutant Enemy.
Dedication: To my Angel I hope our choices are right.
I look down at the lights and remember the last time I saw her. There was so much hate in her eyes. It was one of those looks that if looks could kill I'd be dead. I never wanted it to go this far. I only wanted her love. I wanted her to talk to me the way she did the scoobs. They knew every detail of her life. Hell I was even the last to know that Angel was alive. I thought we had been close but I guess I was wrong. Then the mayor came along and I thought I would help Buffy defeat evil. See I know she died at the hands of the master and I couldn't let that happen to her as long as I was around. So I joined up with the mayor to protect her.
Now you have to understand from my point of view. He gave me love like my first watcher. You know it was unconditional. I didn't know it would turn out so bad. I never really wanted to hurt her. Everything just got so screwed up. I stood on the ledge and wondered why god did what he did. I will never forget the night Buffy stabbed her. But I could not be mad at her. How could you be mad at someone as perfect as that. I knew that if the time came for Me to die for Buffy I would do it. That's a first for me see I care but not enough to risk my neck for them. Buffy was like my other half without her I was not whole.
I do not want to ever lose her but I feel I already have. Is it too late? Will I have a happy ending? Only Buffy knows. Question is will she ever tell?