In Its Place
by Slayer Tash
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: Belong to Mutant Enemy not me.
Spoilers: None really.
I feel someone get into bed with me, I tense up and begin to reach for the stake by my bed.
“Relax Faith it’s me.” Says Buffy.
“Jesus B, you give a girl a heart attack.”
“I couldn’t sleep.”
I face her “Bad dreams?”
“No, you in this room by yourself most probably sleeping naked.”
I smile.
“I know I said I wanted us to go slow but I keep thinking about you, touching you, kissing you.”
“We have the kissing bit down to an art.”
I feel her breath on my face, then her lips on mine. I kiss back, sliding my tongue inside softly playing with hers. Her hands are on my breasts tweaking and massaging them. She gently nudges me so I am on my back and she is on top of me. I pull away.
“B, are you sure about this?”
“I want you.” She breathes.
I slide my hands up her singlet top and pull it off over her head. I undo the drawstring on her PJ pants and pull them down. I move down in the bed so I can pull them completely off. I kiss her belly and push her legs apart.
“Faith.”
“Relax” I reach up and taste her.
“Oh God!”
I keep playing with my tongue licking between her lips and flicking her clit. I felt how sensitive she was to it, which was a bit surprising considering she had been with four guys.
“Relax B.”
“It’s kinda hard in this position F.”
I moved back up and faced her, I pull her down onto me “You are tense all over.”
She kisses me hard as if to shut me up, I slide my right hand down her back.
“Touch me.” She breathes.
I continue to run my hand down her back and take the back way. I try to slide two fingers inside her but she is too tight. I am starting to get frustrated.
I roll over so she is on her back.
“I said touch me.”
“It’s not like I’m not trying, just relax and fucking trust me.”
I move between her legs and lean down and we kiss again, I gently rub against her trying to arouse her more.
She moans in my mouth, I gently pull away from her and move down to her breasts. I don’t know how many times when we made out that I ached to touch and play with them but B was certain that we were going to wait.
I can feel her wetness so I bypass the breasts so I can get a taste of her. I go straight in and don’t hold back.
I suck and I lick with my tongue I can feel her taking pleasure in my touch.
I run my tongue over her clit.
“Oh Faith.” Her hands are on my head.
I do it again over and over her moans of ecstasy urging me on.
I wrap my arms around her thighs and go for my life attacking her with my tongue.
I can hear muffled moans, I glance up quickly and she has covered her face with a pillow.
“Faith yes, fuck me yes” she is saying and thrusting up into my face.
She screams at me that she is coming hard…I feel her relax and I slowly stop.
I move up her body again, I take the pillow off her face.
“So?”
“Can’t form words.”
“That good” I smile “You know you don’t need to talk to reciprocate B.”
“Oh you expect me to function normally.”
“Fucking Oath I do B.”
“You sure?”
“I’m yours B, do your worst” I lie beside her.
She rolls onto her side and faces me. Her hand reaches out and strokes my left breast, she runs the back of her hand over it then runs my nipple between her fingers. Her hand moves over to my right breast and her mouth takes over on the left one sucking my nipple. Her tongue runs over it a few times the friction exciting me.
Her mouth moves to my right breast this time she runs her tongue around my nipple then kisses it. She leaves them and kisses my belly. Her hand however is going lower. I open my legs in preparation.
“Well aren’t you the eager beaver.”
“I guess you could say that” I smile.
She rolls her eyes getting the joke.
Her fingers are playing, I feel them run through my lips and then rub my clit a few times.
I exhale slowly.
Her fingers are now inside me thrusting slowly.
“Faster.”
She obliges and I bite my bottom lip.
She is watching me as she plays. She doesn’t lower her head to please me with her tongue she is just watching my face as her fingers do their magic.
This makes me uneasy, I can feel her eyes on me and for some reason I don’t like it. I feel completely naked…okay I am completely naked but I mean in the other sense. This is putting me off the sex thing as well.
I grab her hand “Stop.”
“Why?” She moves her hand and puts in on my stomach.
“Just stop please” I roll off the bed and stand up.
“Faith what?”
“I just can't, not with you looking at me like that.”
She frowns.
I can’t believe how naked I am feeling right now. I have been completely comfortable since day one with her. Even during our makeout sessions when she would sneak into my room in the middle of the night and I was completely naked. I grab my towel and try to cover myself up.
“Faith you are wigging me out.”
“I’m sorry I just can’t do this B.”
“Was it me?”
“No, it is all me…all me.”
She picks up her singlet and pants and puts them back on, by now she is crying. She leaves my room silently.
I get dressed and leave the house, I think a quick patrol may help with the feeling.
I come across a vamp near the Bronze, my slayer sense picked him up right away. He saunters over to me.
“Hey Sweetness looking for some fun?”
“Yeah are you?” I hold up my stake.
“Slayer…”
“Yeah, that’s right.”
He looks away looking for an out, I smile at this and he slaps me across the face while I am caught out.
“Oh you are going to be sorry for doing that” I grab him by the neck and throw him up against the wall. I follow and stand over him.
The next thing I know he has swept my legs out from under me and I am flat on my back. Fuck what is with me?
“Gee you aren’t as nimble as the other slayer.” He lays on me holding my wrist down. I struggle underneath him “She is a pretty little blonde thing…I’ve seen you two on patrol together. You two are so hot for each other. I wonder whether she will cry when they find your body.”
I try to brig my legs up but he has trapped them under his somehow. I try my arms again.
“Don’t fight it Slayer.” His teeth sink into my neck and I can feel him drinking. I can feel myself slipping away it is slowly going black. I barely notice as he gets turned to dust or the figure who is now standing over me.
“Faith…shit Faith can you hear me?”
I don’t recognise the voice.
“Willow we need to get help.”
“Buffy” I say.
“It’s Tara Faith. Hold on we are getting help.”
“Buffy, get Buffy.” It all goes black.
I open my eyes, I am back in my room at the Summers house. The sun is shining through the window. I slowly sit up. I feel like shit. I get up and go to my dresser and look in the mirror. Yep I look like shit too. I notice the band-aid on my neck. Vamp attack not a dream.
I walk into the bathroom and have a quick wash and rinse my mouth out with a bit of toothpaste and water. I head downstairs. I walk into the kitchen. Buffy is at the counter going over some paperwork.
“Hi.”
She looks up “Hey, how do you feel?”
“As bad as I look.”
“I’m sorry I wasn’t there.”
“Not your fault, I went out and I got myself into that situation.”
“How Faith? You are always so careful.”
“I know, I guess I was in a funk over what happened.”
“Why did you freak?”
I look at her, I know the answer but I don’t want her to know the answer I just shrug instead.
“Don’t fucking lie to me Faith.”
Damn, I smile.
She however doesn’t “If you don’t talk to me this will never work…or is that what you want?”
“No, I want this to work.”
“Well talk Faith, this is the only chance you get.”
Wow B has grown a pair.
“I realised I was in love and I got scared. When I saw you watching me I freaked out. I have never had anyone be into me. I have never had more than someone think I was a quick screw…I have never felt that anyone was more than a quick screw until last night and I shit myself, my brain went into overdrive what if B laughs when I tell her, what if B thinks I am a quick screw.”
“A quick screw? Please Faith I am not that kind of girl.”
“I know but you know my mind.”
She sits silently.
“So no hospital trip?”
“No, he didn’t take enough.”
“Felt like he drank a fucking river” I go over to the fridge and grab the juice “Shouldn’t you be at work?”
“With you sick?”
“Slayer strength, did you forget about that?”
“You want me to go I will.” She stands up and walks out.
I hear her stomp up the stairs. Fucking brilliant Faith, just fucking wonderful. I put the juice back and go upstairs, I open her door. She is lying on her bed.
I walk in and close the door.
“I’m sorry, I am still getting used to this” I sit by her feet.
She doesn’t answer. I hate it when I get the silent treatment, I am not good at the talking to begin with and she goes and makes it harder by not talking. Normally I can’t shut her up.
I move up and spoon her.
“Buff, I am sorry. I know what we did last night was a big step for you and I fucked it up royally I wanted our first time to be special and magical and I don’t know why I freaked.”
“New feelings scared you.”
“I’ve always loved you though, I don’t know why suddenly it was a shocker.”
“You’ve always loved me?”
“Yeah, come on you didn’t get it from my subtle flirting from day one?”
“Obviously not.”
I kiss her neck “We have matching scars now.”
“Yeah both been bitten by the angry puppy.” She takes my hand and we lace our fingers together.
“I know this is going to sound like the strangest suggestion but let’s go shopping.”
She faces me “You shop?”
“Isn’t it what us girls are supposed to do?”
“Ah yeah girls like me yes.” She smiles.
“Well now the council pays us, I have this money burning in my pocket and I want to do something with it.”
“Right now something of mine is burning and it needs to be taken care of.”
“Yeah?” I kiss her softly, she runs her tongue over my lips and I open up and we kiss deeply. Clothing is discarded and we make love, the way I intended to the night before. And everything is perfect, everything is in its place. Her in my arms and me in hers.